{"id":1051,"date":"2020-03-22T16:19:44","date_gmt":"2020-03-22T13:19:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/?p=1051"},"modified":"2021-12-02T22:53:42","modified_gmt":"2021-12-02T19:53:42","slug":"when-the-roses-bloom-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2020\/03\/22\/when-the-roses-bloom-again\/","title":{"rendered":"When the roses bloom again"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"pl-1051\"  class=\"panel-layout\" ><div id=\"pg-1051-0\"  class=\"panel-grid panel-no-style\" ><div id=\"pgc-1051-0-0\"  class=\"panel-grid-cell\" ><div id=\"panel-1051-0-0-0\" class=\"so-panel widget widget_sow-editor panel-first-child\" data-index=\"0\" ><div class=\"so-widget-sow-editor so-widget-sow-editor-base\">\n<div class=\"siteorigin-widget-tinymce textwidget\">\n\t<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">M\u0103 trezesc cu senza\u021bia c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 sunt \u00eentr-unul din visele mele. Alea ur\u00e2te. Alea \u00eentunecate cu inima-n g\u00e2t. Cu str\u0103zi pustii \u0219i oameni speria\u021bi. Alea \u00een care soarele s-a ascuns \u0219i valuri reci ne \u00eenghit. Dar soarele e sus pe cer azi, iar afar\u0103 e frig. Imi \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 obrajii iar mirosul de p\u0103m\u00e2nt reav\u0103n \u0219i iarb\u0103 crud\u0103 \u00eemi aminte\u0219te de Pa\u0219tele la \u021bar\u0103, de pietre \u0219i melci \u0219i iedu\u021bi cu bot mirosind a lapte.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Str\u0103zile sunt pustii, poate pentru c\u0103 e duminic\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103, poate pentru c\u0103 suntem in carantin\u0103. Cineva livreaz\u0103 ziarele din scar\u0103 \u00een scar\u0103, \u00een rest doar c\u00e2\u021biva oameni pe la balcoane \u00ee\u0219i beau cafeaua. De peste lac se aud clopote b\u0103t\u00e2nd, chem\u00e2nd credincio\u0219i care \u00eent\u00e2rzie s\u0103 apar\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Nu \u00eemi amintesc s\u0103 fi v\u0103zut vreodat\u0103 N\u00fcrnberg-ul pustiit. \u00cen zilele mai pu\u021bin aglomerate, \u00een timpul s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nii, str\u0103zile tot erau pline de turi\u0219ti, de zumzet \u0219i activitate. Chiar \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd frigul de afar\u0103 ar fi cr\u0103pat pietrele sau ou\u0103le din cuib, chiar \u0219i atunci pe Fleisch Br\u00fccke ar fi dansat trec\u0103tori, bunici cu nepo\u021bi, mame cu c\u0103rucioare, \u00eendr\u0103gosti\u021bi m\u00e2na in m\u00e2n\u0103. Acum c\u00e2teva luni, c\u00e2nd \u00eenc\u0103 lumea nu se oprise \u00een loc, era t\u00e2rgul de Cr\u0103ciun \u0219i m\u00e2ini \u00eenc\u0103lzite de c\u0103ni cu vin fiert, erau lumini \u0219i turt\u0103 dulce, ornamente de Cr\u0103ciun \u0219i juc\u0103rii, armate nesf\u00e2r\u0219ite de sp\u0103rg\u0103tori de nuci, batoane de mar\u021bipan \u0219i lichior de ou\u0103. Eram \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Azi e pustiu. Cel pu\u021bin a\u0219a scriu ziarele online. Eu nu \u0219tiu , eu stau \u00een cas\u0103 privind narcisele culcate la p\u0103m\u00e2nt de v\u00e2nt, cu capetele lor galbene aproape ating\u00e2nd p\u0103m\u00e2ntul, de parc\u0103 \u0219i ele ar fi capitulat. S-au plecat \u0219i au renun\u021bat s\u0103 mai priveasc\u0103 peste drum la \u0219oseaua f\u0103r\u0103 ma\u0219ini. Ra\u021bele \u0219i g\u00e2\u0219tele s\u0103lbatice de pe lac sunt singurele care se agit\u0103 comod, iar \u00een pin \u0219i-au f\u0103cut cuib doi porumbei. Lumea lor merge \u00eenainte, a noastr\u0103 st\u0103 pe loc, ora\u0219 fantom\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Citesc cum pie\u021bele sunt goale, magazinele \u00eenchise cu c\u00e2te un mesaj prin care ne ureaz\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103tate. Poli\u021bia patruleaz\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 prea mare activitate, doar c\u00e2\u021biva r\u0103t\u0103ci\u021bi \u00ee\u0219i mai plimb\u0103 pa\u0219ii sacada\u021bi. B\u0103tr\u00e2ni ce nu \u00ee\u0219i pot scutura obiceiul de a ie\u0219i la obi\u0219nuitele cump\u0103r\u0103turi de s\u00e2mb\u0103ta. C\u00e2te un alerg\u0103tor solitar.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Prim\u0103vara asta duse sunt e\u0219arfele colorate,\u00a0 duse \u0219i plimb\u0103rile lungi. Sparte petrecerile tinerilor teribili\u0219ti, a\u0219a zisele corona party. Ne \u00eendulcim cu pr\u0103jituri la can\u0103, cu z\u00e2mbet de margaret\u0103 ce nu \u0219tie numerele triste, ce nu simte teama sau absen\u021ba, ce nu cunoa\u0219te dorul sau grija.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Eu \u0219i N\u00fcrnberg-ul nu am fost niciodat\u0103 prieteni. Poate pentru c\u0103 nu am \u0219tiut s\u0103 \u00eel simt, s\u0103 \u00eel tr\u0103iesc. Poate pentru c\u0103 nu l-am \u00een\u021beles \u0219i nu l-am cunoscut cu pove\u0219tile sale, cu istoria sa lung\u0103. Poate pentru c\u0103 nu am \u0219tiut s\u0103 v\u0103d dincolo de ziduri povestea anilor de demult. Poate pentru c\u0103 nu m-am g\u00e2ndit prea mult \u0219i pielea nu a apucat sa mi se furnice g\u00e2ndindu-ma la ruinele sale, la ziua c\u00e2nd \u00eentr-o or\u0103 a fost la p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u0219i odat\u0103 cu el sute \u0219i mii de vie\u021bi. Sau poate mai ales pentru c\u0103 am dat vina pe el c\u0103 am fost dus\u0103 de acas\u0103, rupt\u0103 de limba care \u00eemi e draga \u0219i oamenii pe care ii iubesc. Azi \u00eens\u0103, la un an jum\u0103tate de c\u00e2nd ne \u0219tim, ne-am dat m\u00e2na \u0219i ne-am promis s\u0103 nu ne deranj\u0103m, azi \u00eei doresc s\u0103 se fac\u0103 bine. L-a\u0219 lua \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i i-a\u0219 spune c\u0103 trece. C\u0103 oamenii lui se vor face bine, c\u0103 str\u0103zile vor fi pline din nou, cafenelele vesele, muzeele deschise. I-a\u0219 spune sa aib\u0103 r\u0103bdare, s\u0103 stea cuminte, s\u0103 ne a\u0219tepte s\u0103 \u00eel iubim din nou. \u0218i mai ales s\u0103 m\u0103 ierte. I-a\u0219 promite c\u0103 am s\u0103 \u00eel \u00eenv\u0103\u021b, c\u0103 am s\u0103 \u00eel las s\u0103 mi se descopere \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eemi spun\u0103 povestea sa. I'll be with you when the roses bloom again.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><span style=\"color: #808080;\">\"There's a far and distant river<\/span><br \/><span style=\"color: #808080;\">Where the roses are in bloom<\/span><br \/><span style=\"color: #808080;\">A sweetheart who is waiting there for me<\/span><br \/><span style=\"color: #808080;\">And it's there I pray you take me<\/span><br \/><span style=\"color: #808080;\">I've been faithful, don't forsake me<\/span><br \/><span style=\"color: #808080;\">I'll be with her when the roses bloom again\" -<\/span><\/p>\n<p>When the roses bloom again - Billy Bragg and Wilco<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h6><span style=\"color: #999999;\">sursa photo:\u00a0https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/NurembergPhotography<\/span><\/h6>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><div id=\"panel-1051-0-0-1\" class=\"so-panel widget widget_google_translate_widget panel-last-child\" data-index=\"1\" ><div id=\"google_translate_element\"><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0103 trezesc cu senza\u021bia c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 sunt \u00eentr-unul din visele mele. Alea ur\u00e2te. Alea \u00eentunecate cu inima-n g\u00e2t. Cu str\u0103zi pustii \u0219i oameni speria\u021bi. Alea \u00een care soarele s-a ascuns \u0219i valuri reci ne \u00eenghit. Dar soarele e sus pe cer azi, iar afar\u0103 e frig. Imi \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 obrajii iar mirosul de p\u0103m\u00e2nt reav\u0103n \u0219i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1090,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","spay_email":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1051","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-a-fost-odata"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/2.jpg","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9OOHZ-gX","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":981,"url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2020\/03\/18\/si-ceru-mi-spune-fugi-ca-eu-platesc\/","url_meta":{"origin":1051,"position":0},"title":"\u0218i ceru-mi spune : &#8221; Fugi, c\u0103 eu pl\u0103tesc!&#8221;","date":"18\/03\/2020","format":false,"excerpt":"\u00a0 \u00a0\u00cenfloriser\u0103 lanurile de rapi\u021b\u0103 iar pe drum spre Moara Vl\u0103siei mirosea a proasp\u0103t, a flori, a cald \u0219i a promisiune de var\u0103. 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