Platitudine nr. 1:
\nLumea nu se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 niciodat\u0103 a\u0219a cum te a\u0219tep\u021bi.<\/p>\n
Platitudine nr. 2:
\nVia\u021ba nu se opre\u0219te s\u0103 te \u00eentrebe, e ok a\u0219a? E\u0219ti de acord cu urm\u0103toarele schimbari? Iar apoi \u00ee\u021bi d\u0103 o list\u0103 lung\u0103 cu r\u0103sturn\u0103ri de situa\u021bie pe care s\u0103 le bifezi.<\/p>\n
Lucrurile se intampla t\u0103v\u0103lug, o iau la goan\u0103, se \u00eengr\u0103m\u0103desc peste tine, \u00ee\u021bi dau br\u00e2nci. Tu, ame\u021bit de cap, buim\u0103cit \u00eent\u00e2i de \u00eempotrive\u0219ti \u0219i pl\u00e2ngi pentru ca \u00een final s\u0103 observi ca oricum nu are rost. A\u0219a c\u0103 te supui, pui un pas \u00een fa\u021ba celuilalt, bomb\u0103ni ca un copil r\u0103zg\u00e2iat \u0219i mergi mai departe f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tii uneori unde vei fi m\u00e2ine, sau peste o lun\u0103 sau peste un an.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 m-ai fi \u00eentrebat prin martie unde voi fi acum, \u021bi-a\u0219 fi spus o poveste fain\u0103 cum c\u0103 mi-am g\u0103sit o bucat\u0103 de p\u0103m\u00e2nt pe care cand \u00eel iau \u00een podul palmei \u00eemi strig\u0103 numele \u0219i spune c\u0103 e acas\u0103. \u021ai-a\u0219 fi povestit cu entuziasm c\u0103 acas\u0103 va fi dup\u0103 un c\u00e2mp parfumat de rapi\u021b\u0103, pe un drum \u0219erpuitor prin p\u0103duri umbroase, \u00eentr-un sat nici prea mare, dar nici prea mic, cu copaci b\u0103tr\u00e2ni \u00een fa\u021ba por\u021bii. Prin martie a\u0219 fi putut jura c\u0103 peste c\u00e2teva luni aveam s\u0103 lucrez la c\u0103su\u021ba mea, cu teras\u0103 spre gr\u0103din\u0103, cu buc\u0103t\u0103rie mare \u0219i camere luminoase, ca imaginez o via\u021b\u0103 \u0219i o lume \u00een care s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenf\u0103\u0219or, c\u0103 marchez locul unde voi planta nucul, c\u0103 dup\u0103-amiezile de var\u0103 le voi petrece pe un drum cu miros de copt \u00eenspre un acas\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 gol de cas\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 plin de vise. A\u0219 fi putut jura c\u0103 peste un an o s\u0103 privesc de pe teras\u0103 \u00een gr\u0103dina mea, c\u0103 poate nu o s\u0103 am prea multe, dar apusul r\u0103sare din p\u0103m\u00e2ntul meu, negru, b\u0103tr\u00e2n \u0219i t\u00e2n\u0103r deopotriv\u0103, c\u0103 am s\u0103 am c\u00e2teva flori \u0219i poate o f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103, c\u0103 greierii \u00eemi vor canta serande sub fereastr\u0103 \u0219i anotimpurile se vor schimba \u00eencet iar eu am s\u0103 am timp s\u0103 le observ cum se duc cu fiecare frunz\u0103 galben\u0103, cu fiecare ploaie rece, cu fiecare fulg de nea, cu prima iasomie.
\nPrin martie a\u0219 fi b\u0103gat m\u00e2na \u00een foc c\u0103 peste un an aveam s\u0103 fac proiecte frumoase, poate nu prea multe, dar ale mele, trecute cu m\u00e2ndrie sub sigla mea, \u0219tampilate cu \u0219tampila mea p\u0103trata \u0219i mov\u0103 ce \u00ee\u0219i las\u0103 amprenta cu prea mult tu\u0219, t\u00e2nar\u0103 \u0219i la \u00eenceput de drum. M\u0103 imaginam uneori bucuroas\u0103 de reu\u0219it\u0103, trist\u0103 alteori din pricina cine \u0219tie c\u0103rui nimic care nu mi-a mers bine, \u00eens\u0103 mereu la biroul meu din studen\u021bie, vechi prieten, a\u0219ezat acum sub o fereastr\u0103 mare.<\/p>\n
Dar a\u0219a cum spunea Woody Allen: \u201cIf you want to make God laugh, tell him about your plans.\u201d Prin urmare, dup\u0103 ce vreo dou\u0103 luni am bocit \u0219i m-am sucit \u0219i m-am g\u00e2ndit \u0219i r\u0103zg\u00e2ndit, dup\u0103 ce vreo dou\u0103 luni m-am dat cu fundu’ de p\u0103m\u00e2nt a team\u0103, a furie, a dezr\u0103d\u0103cinare \u0219i a disperare, iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici. F\u0103r\u0103 niciun plan. Cu un contur vag al unei existen\u021be ce se \u00eentrevde incert \u00eentr-un apartament luminos la sute \u0219i sute de km distan\u021b\u0103. Nu e deloc ce am pl\u0103nuit. Nu e deloc ce mi-am dorit, dar dup\u0103 seri \u00eentregi \u00een care am adormit pl\u00e2ns\u0103, dup\u0103 dimine\u021bi multe \u00een care m-am trezit cu ochii umfla\u021bi \u0219i durere de cap, am l\u0103sat totul deoparte, mi-am \u00eempachetat visele pentru mai t\u00e2rziu \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 privesc curioas\u0103 \u00een jur.<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 iau harta \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i s\u0103 pl\u0103nuiesc trasee, iar ceva \u00een mine a \u00eenceput s\u0103 sclipeasc\u0103. S-a trezit c\u0103l\u0103torul din mine, s-a trezit pofta de aventur\u0103, s-a trezit orizontul posibilit\u0103\u021bilor infinite, s-a trezit pofta de a m\u0103 lua la tr\u00e2nt\u0103 cu o nou\u0103 provocare. \u0218i de\u0219i \u0219tiu c\u0103 or s\u0103 mai fie multe zile de nostalgie \u0219i triste\u021be, de\u0219i \u0219tiu c\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 enrvez \u0219i o s\u0103 m\u0103 mai dau de multe ori cu fundu’ de p\u0103m\u00e2nt, de\u0219i \u0219tiu c\u0103 fiecare zbor \u0219i fiecare drum ce m\u0103 duce departe va trezi \u00een sufletul dezolare, o triste\u021be ale c\u0103rei margini nu le voi putea cuprinde, acum sunt pregatit\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103d cum se vor a\u0219eza piesele noii mele vie\u021bi, piesele pe care le-am aruncat \u00een aer, iar acum cad din nou aranj\u00e2ndu-se altfel, contur\u00e2nd alt\u0103 poveste.<\/p>\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici, f\u0103c\u00e2nd liste, rezerv\u0103ri, c\u0103ut\u00e2nd companii de transport \u0219i cutii \u0219i saci de vidat, pl\u0103nuind drumuri de sute \u0219i mii de km, prin \u021b\u0103ri multe cu oameni str\u0103ini, cu aventuri \u0219i pove\u0219ti noi ce a\u0219teapt\u0103 s\u0103 fie spuse. Iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici planuind o vacan\u021b\u0103 nea\u0219teptat\u0103 ce \u00eencepe cu un drum lung \u0219i continu\u0103 cu via\u021b\u0103 la cort \u0219i plaj\u0103 cu nisip fin si ap\u0103 limpede \u0219i soare ce apune \u00een mare. Iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici entuziasmat\u0103 c\u0103 o s\u0103 dorm pe o saltea gonflabil\u0103 \u00een noul meu apartament inundat de lumin\u0103. Entuziasmat\u0103 c\u0103 am loc s\u0103 \u00eemi \u00een\u0219ir ghivecele cu flori, c\u0103 o s\u0103 am timp \u0219i de ele. Entuziasmat\u0103 c\u0103 uite, \u00eenv\u0103\u021b o limb\u0103 nou\u0103, c\u0103 o s\u0103 am timp s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b lucruri noi \u0219i o s\u0103 fac tot ce nu am avut timp aici, prins\u0103 \u00een oboseal\u0103 \u0219i rutin\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it am \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai zbat, am sc\u0103pat de tot ceea ce ma \u021binea str\u00e2ns legat\u0103. C\u00e2nd am \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai \u00eempotrivesc, lucrurile au venit u\u0219or, de la sine, iar noaptea neagr\u0103 din privirea mea s-a tulburat l\u0103s\u00e2nd s\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i fac\u0103 loc orizonturi noi. A\u0219a c\u0103 acum m\u0103 strecor, \u00eencet, viclean, f\u0103r\u0103 planuri multe sau prea mari \u00een speran\u021ba c\u0103, dac\u0103 sunt foarte atent\u0103, am s\u0103 trec neobservat\u0103 eu \u0219i fericirea mea. Iat\u0103-m\u0103 aici, \u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-mi aripile spre un cer albastru, nesf\u00e2r\u0219it, spre un nou orizont.<\/p>\n
Let there be clear blue skies.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Platitudine nr. 1: Lumea nu se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 niciodat\u0103 a\u0219a cum te a\u0219tep\u021bi. Platitudine nr. 2: Via\u021ba nu se opre\u0219te s\u0103 te \u00eentrebe, e ok a\u0219a? E\u0219ti de acord cu urm\u0103toarele schimbari? Iar apoi \u00ee\u021bi d\u0103 o list\u0103 lung\u0103 cu r\u0103sturn\u0103ri de situa\u021bie pe care s\u0103 le bifezi. Lucrurile se intampla t\u0103v\u0103lug, o iau la goan\u0103, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":258,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","spay_email":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-257","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-a-fost-odata"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/07\/20180725_161522.jpg","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9OOHZ-49","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":263,"url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2018\/10\/02\/pagini-albe\/","url_meta":{"origin":257,"position":0},"title":"Pagini albe","date":"02\/10\/2018","format":false,"excerpt":"Am plecat din Rom\u00e2nia cu inima str\u00e2ns\u0103 \u0219i via\u021ba adunat\u0103 \u00een cutii. 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