{"id":263,"date":"2018-10-02T17:54:02","date_gmt":"2018-10-02T14:54:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/?p=263"},"modified":"2021-12-02T22:54:37","modified_gmt":"2021-12-02T19:54:37","slug":"pagini-albe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2018\/10\/02\/pagini-albe\/","title":{"rendered":"Pagini albe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Am plecat din Rom\u00e2nia cu inima str\u00e2ns\u0103 \u0219i via\u021ba adunat\u0103 \u00een cutii. Am privit odat\u0103 \u00een urm\u0103 \u0219i am \u00eencuiat u\u0219a de trei ori l\u0103s\u00e2nd \u00een spate apartamentul meu luminos care mi-a fost acas\u0103 vreme de aproape 4 ani. Am l\u0103sat \u00een urm\u0103 pere\u021bii de care \u00eenc\u0103 se izbesc ecourile r\u00e2setelor noastre, urma dopului de vin de pe tavan r\u0103mas\u0103\u00a0 dintr-o seara de prim\u0103var\u0103,\u00a0 amintiri cu prieteni \u0219i \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri \u0219i o lume \u00eentreag\u0103. Am \u00eencuiat u\u0219a de trei ori, am cobor\u00e2t sc\u0103rile \u0219i ne-am s\u0103rutat pentru ultima oar\u0103 sub corcodu\u0219ul din fa\u021ba blocului.<\/p>\n<p>4 zile. 1800 de km. At\u00e2t de departe e acas\u0103. At\u00e2t de departe e marea.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i uite-ma aici. Intr-un apartament mare. \u00centr-un apartament gol \u0219i cu ecou, cu propria lui poveste, cu pere\u021bii p\u0103str\u00e2nd urmele vie\u021bii altcuiva, r\u00e2sul lor pitit \u00een tencuiala, triste\u021bea lor ascuns\u0103 \u00een podea. Iar \u00een mijloc, via\u021ba mea, str\u00e2ns\u0103 \u00een cutii, \u00eempachetat\u0103 bine.<\/p>\n<p>Se spune c\u0103 acas\u0103 e acolo unde \u00ee\u021bi e inima. Acas\u0103 este unde e mama \u0219i tata. Acas\u0103 e acolo unde te a\u0219teapt\u0103 o coad\u0103 de c\u0103\u021bel care se bucur\u0103 nespus c\u00e2nd te vede. Acas\u0103 e acolo unde po\u021bi pune capul pe pern\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 te sim\u021bi \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103. Acas\u0103 e acolo unde cre\u0219ti o mu\u0219cat\u0103 in geam. Acas\u0103 e acolo unde e persoana pe care o iube\u0219ti.<\/p>\n<p>Atunci eu nu pot dec\u00e2t s\u0103 ajung la concluzia c\u0103, a\u0219a cum inima mea poate iubi at\u00e2\u021bia oameni, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u0219i sufletul meu are mai multe &#8220;acas\u0103&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>A\u0219a c\u0103 m-am pus pe cucerit, \u00eencetul cu \u00eencetul, pere\u021bii albi, lini\u0219tea lor surd\u0103. Am c\u00e2\u0219tigat teren cu fiecare magnet de frigider lipit, cu fiecare poz\u0103 pus\u0103 \u00een ram\u0103, cu florile mele sc\u0103ldate de soare pe pervaz, cu fiecare perdea \u0219i draperie care \u00eemi \u00eembrac\u0103 ferestrele, cu fiecare \u0219urub \u0219i cui \u0219i plac\u0103 de mobil\u0103. Peste povestea veche se scrie povestea nou\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 o \u0219tearg\u0103 sau \u0219tirbeasc\u0103. Se impregneaz\u0103 \u00een pere\u021bi \u0219i \u00een podele via\u021ba noastr\u0103, parfumul nostru. Paginile albe a\u0219teapt\u0103 s\u0103 fie scrise.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Am plecat din Rom\u00e2nia cu inima str\u00e2ns\u0103 \u0219i via\u021ba adunat\u0103 \u00een cutii. Am privit odat\u0103 \u00een urm\u0103 \u0219i am \u00eencuiat u\u0219a de trei ori l\u0103s\u00e2nd \u00een spate apartamentul meu luminos care mi-a fost acas\u0103 vreme de aproape 4 ani. Am l\u0103sat \u00een urm\u0103 pere\u021bii de care \u00eenc\u0103 se izbesc ecourile r\u00e2setelor noastre, urma dopului de [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":264,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","spay_email":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[21],"tags":[18,17],"class_list":["post-263","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-a-fost-odata","tag-acasa","tag-nuremberg"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/10\/20181002_165132.jpg","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9OOHZ-4f","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":270,"url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2019\/04\/01\/despre-flori\/","url_meta":{"origin":263,"position":0},"title":"Despre flori","date":"01\/04\/2019","format":false,"excerpt":"Prin 2015 m\u0103 mutasem din garsoniera mea mic\u0103 \u0219i un pic prea \u00eentunecoas\u0103 unde locuisem aproape toat\u0103 studen\u021bia, f\u0103r\u0103 a avea m\u0103car o floare mic\u0103, nici m\u0103car una. 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