{"id":6235,"date":"2021-12-06T00:18:03","date_gmt":"2021-12-05T21:18:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/?p=6235"},"modified":"2021-12-06T16:10:11","modified_gmt":"2021-12-06T13:10:11","slug":"ghetute-mici","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2021\/12\/06\/ghetute-mici\/","title":{"rendered":"Ghetu\u021be mici"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"pl-6235\"  class=\"panel-layout\" ><div id=\"pg-6235-0\"  class=\"panel-grid panel-no-style\" ><div id=\"pgc-6235-0-0\"  class=\"panel-grid-cell\" ><div id=\"panel-6235-0-0-0\" class=\"so-panel widget widget_sow-editor panel-first-child\" data-index=\"0\" ><div class=\"so-widget-sow-editor so-widget-sow-editor-base\">\n<div class=\"siteorigin-widget-tinymce textwidget\">\n\t<p>M\u0103 tem de iarn\u0103, ca de un r\u0103u ce urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 mi se \u00eent\u00e2mple. M\u0103 tem de zilele tot mai scurte, iar c\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it ziua \u00eencepe iar s\u0103 creasc\u0103 u\u0219or, simt c\u0103 pot respira din nou. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci \u00eens\u0103 \u00eemi \u021bin respira\u021bia \u0219i p\u0103\u0219esc cu grij\u0103, s\u0103 nu sup\u0103r, s\u0103 nu trezesc. Toamna care a trecut m-am preg\u0103tit cu frenezia s\u0103lb\u0103ticiunilor din p\u0103dure, s\u0103 \u00eemi fac culcu\u0219, s\u0103 \u00eemi fac loc, s\u0103 a\u0219tept frigul \u0219i \u00eentunericul iernii.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Poate pentru Maria, sau poate mai mult pentru copilul din mine, caut tradi\u021bii. S\u0103 urmez sau s\u0103 creez. \u00centr-un sertar, \u00eentr-un album, e o poz\u0103 cu o Cristina mic\u0103 a\u0219ezat\u0103 pe covor. R\u00e2de \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i perie cizmuli\u021bele albe \u0219i ro\u0219ii, \u00eel a\u0219teapt\u0103 pe Mo\u0219 Nicolae. Ce nu se vede, e c\u0103 dincolo de obiectivul aparatului sunt mama \u0219i tata, tineri, a\u0219eza\u021bi \u00een fotoliu privind cu drag. Mie \u00eemi e dor. Trezeci de ani mai t\u00e2rziu, o Margaret\u0103 mic\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b\u0103 ghetu\u021be mov \u00een timp ce din sufragerie se aud colinde.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ast\u0103zi ne-am \u00eembr\u0103cat bine \u0219i am pornit la plimbare. Am v\u0103zut veveri\u021be \u0219i cuiburi de p\u0103s\u0103ri, o mierl\u0103 g\u0103l\u0103gioas\u0103, lebede \u0219i g\u00e2\u0219te \u0219i ra\u021be. Le-am c\u0103utat cuibul cu privirea \u0219i am \u00eenghe\u021bat pe o banc\u0103. Acas\u0103 am facut gogo\u0219i \u0219i am b\u0103ut vin fiert \u00een c\u0103nu\u021be de lut. Sunt toate ca o \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219are: gogo\u0219ile, vinul, bradul, lumina cald\u0103 a becule\u021belor \u0219i a lum\u00e2n\u0103rilor. M\u0103 ancoreaz\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd simt c\u0103 a\u0219 putea pluti in deriv\u0103. Gogo\u0219ile calde pres\u0103rate cu zah\u0103r \u00eemi aduc aminte de iubire. De iubirea bunicilor si a p\u0103rin\u021bilor, de c\u0103ldura c\u0103minului. \u00cemi aduc aminte \u0219i de o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 de ianuarie c\u00e2nd era tot a\u0219a \u00eentunecat \u0219i rece, iar o alt\u0103 Cristin\u0103 f\u0103cea gogo\u0219i cu lingura la mine \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie. A\u0219a \u00ee\u021bi sunt dragi oamenii, prin gesturile mici, prin \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri m\u0103runte care se duc ca fumul , ca \u0219i cum nu ar fi fost.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Poate m\u0103 pierd \u00een obieceiuri. Le \u00eembin pe cele vechi cu care am crescut \u0219i copil\u0103rit cu altele noi. Obiceiuri noi, str\u0103ine nou\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 demult aici \u00een locul \u0103sta nou unde tr\u0103im. Iau ce e mai bun din dou\u0103 lumi \u00eentre care sunt mereu \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit\u0103. Mereu cu un picior aici \u0219i unul acolo. Am cump\u0103rat o coroni\u021b\u0103 de brad \u0219i am \u00eempodobit-o dup\u0103 pofta inimii, cu ciupercu\u021be \u0219i conuri de pin, felii de portocal\u0103 \u0219i batoane de scor\u021bi\u0219oar\u0103. Am pus \u00een mijloc ursul de lemn \u0219i feti\u021ba pitic s\u0103 p\u0103zeasc\u0103 lum\u00e2n\u0103rile a c\u0103ror lumin\u0103 ne poart\u0103 prin \u00eentunericul lui decembrie, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd vom trece de noaptea cea mai lung\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Dou\u0103 ghetu\u021be mici stau \u00eentre alte dou\u0103 perechi mai mari. Un prunc mic \u00eentre mama \u0219i tata. \u00cen seara aceasta am aprins cea de doua lum\u00e2nare de Advent, \u00een semn de a\u0219teptare \u0219i speran\u021b\u0103, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 rispim \u00eentunericul \u0219i c\u0103ut\u00e2nd lumina s\u0103rb\u0103torilor care se apropie.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><div id=\"panel-6235-0-0-1\" class=\"so-panel widget widget_media_gallery panel-last-child\" data-index=\"1\" ><div id='gallery-1' class='gallery galleryid-6235 gallery-columns-3 gallery-size-large'><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-scaled.jpeg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"697\" height=\"697\" src=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-1024x1024.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-1024x1024.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-1536x1536.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coroita-advent-1-2048x2048.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 697px) 100vw, 697px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-scaled.jpeg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"697\" height=\"697\" src=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-1024x1024.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-1024x1024.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-1536x1536.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/coronita-advent-2-2048x2048.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 697px) 100vw, 697px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure><figure class='gallery-item'>\n\t\t\t<div class='gallery-icon landscape'>\n\t\t\t\t<a href='https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-scaled.jpeg'><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"697\" height=\"697\" src=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-1024x1024.jpeg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-1024x1024.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-1536x1536.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-2-2048x2048.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 697px) 100vw, 697px\" \/><\/a>\n\t\t\t<\/div><\/figure>\n\t\t<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0103 tem de iarn\u0103, ca de un r\u0103u ce urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 mi se \u00eent\u00e2mple. M\u0103 tem de zilele tot mai scurte, iar c\u00e2nd \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it ziua \u00eencepe iar s\u0103 creasc\u0103 u\u0219or, simt c\u0103 pot respira din nou. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci \u00eens\u0103 \u00eemi \u021bin respira\u021bia \u0219i p\u0103\u0219esc cu grij\u0103, s\u0103 nu sup\u0103r, s\u0103 nu trezesc. Toamna care [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6236,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","spay_email":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true},"categories":[21,8,19],"tags":[71,12,66,68,69,65,32,72,67,70],"class_list":["post-6235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-a-fost-odata","category-8","category-margot-de-a-joaca","tag-advent","tag-copilarie","tag-decembrie","tag-ghetute","tag-gogosi","tag-iarna","tag-inocenta","tag-margot","tag-mos-nicolae","tag-vin-fiert"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/12\/gogosi-si-vin-fiert-scaled-e1638796162634.jpeg","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p9OOHZ-1Cz","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":6979,"url":"https:\/\/cristina-emilia.eu\/wp\/2021\/12\/07\/piperchi-targasiti\/","url_meta":{"origin":6235,"position":0},"title":"Piperchi \u021b\u00e2rg\u0103si\u021bi","date":"07\/12\/2021","format":false,"excerpt":"Piperchi \u021b\u00e2rg\u0103si\u021bi sau cum s\u0103 aduci un pic de var\u0103 \u00een mijlocul iernii. 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